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[21 Jul 2007|07:14pm] |
I'm going to be making a new livejournal soon.
If you're on my friends list now, I will be adding you.
& I will let you know what my new username will be when I think of one.
Cool dude.
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[18 Jul 2007|07:22pm] |
Fuck, I still miss him.
This not sleeping thing is really fucking with my emotions.
This is so hard.
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[12 Jul 2007|05:37pm] |
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Peace the fuck out, bitches.
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[04 Jul 2007|02:58pm] |
Don't play games with bitches who know how to play them better.
He said success is the best revenge.
Fuck that.
Revenge is the best revenge.
And I'm damn good at it.
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[09 Jun 2007|10:31am] |
I won't be back for probably a long time.
I'm going thriough the hardest time in my life right now, and livejournal won't help.
I don't know when/if I'll be back.
If you really want to talk to me my number is 8232064, but I can't guarantee I'll answer.
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[27 Mar 2007|07:10am] |
There is no purpose to this entry except to be completely and totally vain.
( =] )
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[19 Sep 2006|05:39pm] |
Kay so pretty much, I fucked up.
My dad got a letter notifying him of my 5th absence period one, and it showed them all as truancies.
So he's calling the school tomorrow to make sure I've been going to school, which I haven't been more often than not.
DSsghljsghskghkshsg I need to stop being such a screw up and get my shit together.
I cant fail this fucking class again or Im not going to graduate.
Shit.
I feel sick.
I want to go in my room and just be left alone until high school is over so I can move the fuck out.
I dont know what to do.
And now my dad called my mom so she knows too and is like "Is that why you are putting so many miles on my car?" And is spazzing.
I'm such a fucking failure.
I really need to get my priorities straight, or at least go to school so then I can still do other stuff I want.
dfGdfgklfhgflkghdflgdf I wish my parents didn't care sometimes.
I'm scared.
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[29 Aug 2006|09:03pm] |
Go see Beerfest.
Right now.
Seriously, you'll die happy.
I had a fantastic night.
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[22 Aug 2006|08:29pm] |
So pretty much, I am at my dad's right now.
Ahh I know scary haha.
And my brother isn't even here to protect me!!!
It's really not that bad though.
Sooo umm, Loni said I haven't updated in a while, and that's very true so I decided I should.
School is, well, it's school haha. No better way to describe it.
My exciting shoes and pants came in the mail today, it made my life.
I hugged the UPS guy and he got all like awkward hahahaha.
I don't know what to say.
Life is good, kinda.
Yeah.
So, um, how are you?
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[08 Aug 2006|10:13pm] |
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Today I witnessed Loni breath, and it was AMAZING. Yeah. Basically.Then I went to Danika's and we just chilled cause I was dead tired. Then Eric came and we went to Carl's Jr and he bought me a chocolate milkshake =]]]]. Then we sat in the parking lot waiting for my mom and talked. It was good. Eric is the bestest.
I like being busy all the time. It's nice.
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[07 Aug 2006|06:51am] |
So, it's 6:51 AM right now, and I am awake and it's HELL. I couldn't fall asleep until 3:30, and I had some crazy dream, then woke up at 4:00 and have been up since then. All I want to do is sleep!!! Ahhh. I tried, and tried, and tried though. Grr. Oh well. Somehow, even though I should be pissy as hell because I always am when I don't get sleep, I am happier than I have been in like, a week. It feels good. Loni goes in for her nose surgery today, so everyone pray for herrrrrrrr =]. Mmm my hair smells like Sarah's shampoo that is exciting. My eyes feel tired but my body is all awake and stuff it's crazy. I think I'm going to stay awake all day and not take any naps so I can get my sleeping habits back to normal. While I was at Sarah's we didn't go to bed until like 6 or 7 every morning.
I love you all.
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[02 Aug 2006|10:48pm] |
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So yeah I am in Arizona right now. It's pretty exciting. Sarah met these random marine guys at the chinese buffet and they all wanted to bang her it was funny. We went to Barnes & Noble with them and I got stuck talking to this really annoying one and I was angry because he told me I'm jelous of Sarah and I don't want relationships because I don't want to be hurt. I'm like, don't analyze me cause you are wrong kay bye. But I got free Starbucks so I guess it's all good. They all thought I was a bitch and it was grrreat. I really don't want school to start soon.
So I'm still pretty numb. Except a different kind of numb.
I don't know how to explaaaaiiiin it.
But yeah.
I don't know what I'm talking about so I'll stop now.
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[30 Jul 2006|09:14am] |
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I think I did something mega-bad.
Fuck.
Comments are disabled for a reason, so don't ask me about it.
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[29 Jul 2006|01:08pm] |
Oh mannn. Rain is sick.
Yeah. Last night=insannne.
Like, you don't even knowww.
Trips to Jack in the Box at 3:30 AM are as good as it gets.
Sublime makes me smiiile.
I'm running on less than an hour of sleep.
It's not very fun at all.
Sharpies hahaha.
Oh funn stuff for sure.
I think I have basically killed my throat. Oh well.
My brain seriously is running at like 404593485340 miles an hour, and its not working out too well because my body is like -384237472978 miles per hour.
Things still suck. A whole lot.
I miss people like crazy.
I'm still pretty numb, but not so much right now.
I'm so coooolllddd.
K, nap time I think.
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[28 Jul 2006|03:52pm] |
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Mmmm feel like updating.
I don't know what to sayyyy though.
I'm losing weight.
It is fantastic.
Jazmyne is my luvahhh.
Danika is my SCBB
TJ is my ice cube buddy.
Kim is my hero.
Loni is my Red Book girl ;]
Yeah. That's about it I guess.
Oh yeah. Dad got Circle K bill.
300. I'm oh so fucked. Agaiiin.
Uhhh. Ily.
I have felt so nervous allllllllll day and I don't know whyyy.
K, sorry. Random update.
I hate awkward things.
Theeee endddd.
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[27 Jul 2006|04:37pm] |
Umm. I'm kind of numb lately. Not a lot to say.
Last day of summer school tomorrow.
Fuck. Yeah.
Soooo excited about that.
Then Jazmyne's tomorrow night.
Even more excited about that.
Umm, life sucks lately, but whatever.
It happens to everyone.
I wish I wasn't so freaking numb, to like everything.
So I could have real feelings so I could KNOW how I feel.
It's fucking hard sometimes.
But I'm pretty okay, considering everything.
It will be great fun though when the numbness fades,
and I actually start to hurt.
Kay, enough depressing shit.
KIM
JAZMYNE
TJ
LONI
DANIKA
This is my shoutout to you, for making my life. I love you guys like no other.
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